The day had passed, standing in cue in front of the ticket counter; I was going to my friend's place as I said my parents that I would be doing a night out at his place. I went towards the platform and got the train while on the train standing at the door, feeling up the cool breeze of that night seeing at the sky just felt as if I m flying into the black sky imagining her all the way with me standing write beside me, the fairness of her skin, the brown glossy silky hair, her small nose, when she smiled she had this beautiful dimples come out, she was skinny but not that skinny. By the time the station came up, it was just two stations far from here place. Caught a auto which reminded me about her sitting beside me, when I got close to her at the first time, asked her to give her hand into mine, the holding of her hand was the best part because she hold my hand very strongly like the hands were talking to mine saying where were you?, I missed you a lot, don't ever get apart from me, taking my other hand through her shoulders holding her tight and letting her feel secure, as there were lots of bumps, as u know roads of Mumbai. I then reached at my buddy's place, ate dinner and told him everything making him jealous and showed him our picture, he was happy to see each other. After awhile I got a call from her she asked 'have you reached safely at home', I said 'yes' and asked her that did she enjoyed today she said 'yes I loved it', then funnily she asked me to cut off my mustache, laughing I said 'no', I won’t be able to give a reason at home, and then I said that she looked very beautiful, I just complimented about every feature of her, about her cute dimples, about her silky hair, and her delicate hands, and told her that she is too lucky to have me as a lover, because I let her know that she was very much special to me and important and my love is not an ordinary one, its special I said, even you would had been ugly I would had accepted it, she stopped me and said even I m lucky to have her cause very less people exists in this world who are liked by her and I was the one of them, the only thing she didn't like was the mustache, I told her that would shave it off later, then I asked about the sudden hug in auto, she said that she wanted to thank me for accepting me as your lover, I said ' I love you' suddenly. Damn I was to touched by her talk, I said I missed her that very moment I asked her what she was doing tomorrow and said take out a little time for me, she said 'I would have my whole lifetime to waste on you', I said wow k then we are meeting tomorrow, and then after a while I had to keep the phone down as my friend got bored so had a little chat with him then went off to bed.
I got up early in the morning and gave a cute wake up call, saying that I would be coming in two hours, she said me in a low voice that she would be ready by then. She was glad that I was meeting her up again next day, I could guess her out by her sweet voice, it was Monday morning and the rush increased in the local trains, was exhausted traveling two stations. It was worth after I seen her walking from her house in a cute little denim skirt and colorful top, feeling scared she said to me why I am so close to her house what if someone saw me, I apologized and we left from there. I wasn't familiar from that place so I couldn't say where we should go I said why not go again on a beach she was fine with it, but I felt a little bad taken out at same place was so un cool. It wasn't same in the auto we sat but without holding hand didn't talked much, in few minutes we reached and started walking up by the beach, I asked did she wanted to sit, she replied 'no' and asked me 'could we just walk today', I replied 'as you wish', I felt awkward to say her honey or darling that would just make her an ordinary girl friend and I wanted her to feel a bit special. While walking by her side I noticed her hand was waiting to get a hold of me, then slightly slide my hand through her elbow to her delicate finger and catch hold of them. Feeling her hand kind of told me that she was a bit disturbed and wanted to tell me something, I uttered 'what’s the problem? Say to me', she smiled and said she wanted to tell me something but she won’t tell me now, she would tell her when I reach home. I was a bit scared I said all possible guess in my mind; she denied it all and said you come to know at that time only. Until then our hands got sweaty and they had to be apart for a little air. Walking by her side matching her steps I asked in the future what did she wanted to be, she answered 'a entrepreneur', she asked me I said 'I wasn't sure about it maybe engineering'. She didn't talked much today as she was a bit disturbed I then told her that we should leave I was getting late, she accepted and we leaved sitting into the auto, I asked her that 'did she loved me?', she was surprised by the question that, why I was asking her?, she said 'yes and she will always do!'. Her face was blank with no expression on it. She wasn't looking at me at all she looked very worried, we reached near her house. I was about to pay the auto driver, She stopped me and asked that take the same auto and leave to station I was bit astonished as she said it, it was like now I m leaving her and won’t see her for a day. I agreed to her decision because I understood as she was a bit worried lately.
I reached the station I had the ticket already so went directly towards the platform, boarding the train. I was standing beside the door, gave her call, told her that I can’t wait till I reach home tell me now, she disagreed but I forced to tell. She sighed and said, ''Look Roy last night I had a chat with my elder brother I told him about you I showed your picture to him and said everything about you what you did, where were you from, even told about your nature and said him how we met and we were in love, He wasn't angry about me but in the past once I did a mistake, one guy left me during my boards and I was broken at that time and my boards went bad, my results came up very dull, and my family knew about the guy, my brother advised me and said, As next year again I m having my boards and I have to concentrate on them, so he said as our relationship hasn't existed for a long time so it would be easy to carry on, so he asked me to break up with you!'', I was all silent till she finished, I just asked her,’ Whom you going to listen to, Yourself or Your Brother?'.
Sunday, 30 May 2010
The Offline Love
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