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She loved and left me
Still she kept me
Wanting more, but feelings empty
Did she have to go?
Will I ever know?

Love and leave me
She decieved me
The way she kissed
Was so misleading
I thought that she might stay
Then she went away
Before I couple the chapter to your name
There's a couple things I never got to say

Your eyes are wonderful
Your smile is too
Your laugh's contagious
And your heart is true
There's beauty in your touch
And your kiss is love
You're everything that every guy dreams of
You're everything
That makes me
Fall in love

It's been some time
But still I find
I'm struggling with our
Last goodbye

I thought this love would last
Now I'm living in the past
Cause it's just me
And memories of how my heart
Would skip a beat
Whenever you were near
Now you're never here

Take Care

"There are times when life calls out for a change, transition, like the seasons.

Our spring was wonderful but summers are over now.

We missed out on autumn and now all of a sudden its cold, so cold, everything's freezing over,

I love to fall asleep

But the snow took it by surprise.

if you fall asleep in snow, you will feel death coming.
Take Care."

ummm..........

It’s her birthday today, I got to look smart. I got dressed in my uniform half pants and shirt with a tie, hated that stupid uniform then too I somehow managed to look smart. I had a gift for her, I didn’t knew what she liked, so I got what like to gift her, that way it would be more precious to me and would add value to it, the gift was a small sticker shaped of a heart and something written on it as “friends forever”. I took my bicycle went to school early so that I get to her first to wish her. On the way I met with an accident to save a little puppy I step down and helped the puppy though I got some bruises I managed to go to school with my broken bicycle. I got late and missed the morning assembly, I spotted Mansi, as it was her birthday she was allowed to wear casuals for a day. She wore a pink frock with a glittered hair band. Our class teacher celebrated her birthday and asked her to distribute chocolates to everyone. I was afraid of her as I was shy, quite and simple. She approached and handed over a chocolate I wished her and said thanks. I was afraid to give her the gift as everyone was staring her so I thought of giving it later. Later in recess I found her surrounded with girls and I was too shy, to approach her. Later after school finished I went toward her and handed over the sticker saying that “I got this sticker as your gift happy birthday”.

Next Day

I was out of pencil, so I asked a girl beside me to lend one. She got her pencil box outside, I observed a sticker on her pencil box, heart shaped. I asked her how she got that sticker. She told that Mansi gave it to her, I was shocked. I ran towards Mansi and asked her why she gave her gift to someone else, she replied rudely “It’s my gift and I can give it to anyone who I like”. I turned sadly and walked away.


That’s the way we used to act so stupid and took small things very seriously, yes I was small I was in third grade, when this incident happen. I remember it cause of the accident and she was my first crush.

I've got to breathe, you can't take that from me I can finally say we're through

YUP its confusing :P

Love, Illusion, Mystery, Heaven, Desire, Need, Want, Hope, Help, Attachment, Story, Me and You, we all are same as the words as a thought.

Its a feeling, the attraction, your willpower, a want, an addiction, your need, the curiosity, yes! you were born with it and you will die with it, connection for your lifetime called love.

Every other person is a bad person or good person, you cant judge people by there first approach or later disturbance. See into yourself you, yourself is a bad person plus good person, we all are balanced in nature as good and bad.
Either way you have to live with your sorrows and happiness, but there is a sure shot agreement that you wont be crying your whole life.

Life is only given one time, live it don't waste it. If you get saved from dieing today or an accident that would had killed you at once, don't think that it wasn't your time to die today. Well maybe it was meant for you but you somehow escaped with the help of your senses. And if you want to know try jumping of a building and you surely would die, so does all the suicides die, then try saying it wasn't your lucky day today.

Everything is in your hands, you control your life, love is just a part which you do apart from is are taught, ever wondered why we don't have a subject called 'Love'. Its a good thing, everybody says, so why cant we have one. If you go theoretically love have two types impersonal love and interpersonal love. But have you ever thought of getting yourself into love, yes you have, are you got into this world, love for your mother, your siblings, your father, your friends, that one special friend whom you would be spending your lifetime as you grow up, then your kids and there kids hopefully, there is no end, love never ends, it is only left alone.

Maybe we are just a species, imagine ants they stick together no matter what, maybe somewhere you might find a ant left alone. Next time or first time if you get to know a person and think that this is the one, and be the person which you can rely to, and your thoughts matches, go for it! don't be afraid that later someday you would think no its not the right person. Yes there is a day when you would think that you were wrong, if you think that way means your just not liking yourself, cause at the first time you were known or got into relationship, you were the one who choose that person. Well i would always suggest do what your heart says don't rely on other, trust yourself but no one. If you think that's the right person don't ever leave that person, he or she really needs you no matter what. Just believe in yourself.

Nothing is impossible, if your fat, if your short, if your too tall.if your too thin, if your not that much fair,if your hair is stupid, if you yourself is stupid and act stupid, or your the most ugliest person, I believe in love you just got to get that glasses to see the inner beauty of the person.

Don't ever lose hope, if your ugly or beautiful, just be the way you are and you would find love. Live high, days never get shorter, time never stops for you, do something wild, out of this society, do something which haven't been taught, may everyday be the happiest and sorrowful for the balance.

Go love someone, cause its a wonderful feeling, the illusion will make you go crazy, the mystery would be a mystery, heaven is heaven, fulfill your desires, get what you need, strive what you want,never lose hope, help whoever you can, get attached to someone and make your story.

Dear Readers

heyya people who ever liked the story especially! i would like to have an review about the story and would like to know that how many people are interested to know more about the story how it ends and all? or they want a new story a little totally different idea of love and imaginative expression of love life and experiences?

I would like to have your opinion on what you want to read about in my way of writing and expressing in little rusty English with small small grammatical errors that what my friends tell me about it!

Dedication

As all authors write a story and end it with the happy ending to please the readers, but I m sorry, I am not an author, nor this is a story.


Sonia I don’t know you well, I am sorry I don’t have any mutual friends between; you would have known how I felt about you and what had been created between us.

I wanted to be that guy!
I wanted to be the one.
I wanted to be the one who holds your side when every other person is against you!
I wanted to be the one who wipes off the tear droplets rolling down your face!
I wanted to be the one who becomes a joker for you and makes your lips smile!
I wanted to be the one who spends every other rupee in his pocket for you!
I wanted to be the one who would sell anything to get you anything!
I wanted to be the one who would stand for hours just to see!
I wanted to be the one who would hold your hand till it sweats!
I wanted to be the one who would sleep off with the phone expecting your message!
I wanted to be the one who………………………………

I don’t know I can continue writing and would have come up with a happy ending.
But this wasn’t for anyone but you.
I know you come and visit this blog every three days, and expect for a new post.
I know I wouldn’t have either spoken about this topic whenever I called you.
Well I don’t know, you must be speechless or afraid or scared or feeling awkward to speak off.
I just wanted you to be realized what you lost in the mist of your life.

I love you
Yours Roy.


Well don’t worry, have fun life is short, I was just bored, so started something new for time pass, but do tell me, how was it?